Salivate. Open your eyes. Eyes to the floor. Drop to your knees. Eyes up at me. Keep them open. Open your mouth. Open it. Wider. Close. Say thank you. Eyes to the floor. Touch yourself. Feel the stiffening, the swelling, the heat, the moisture coming from your skin, from your surrender.
Retrained. Think the thoughts I've given you. Singular focus, drop everything else. The sound of my voice reminds you, stiffens you, quiets you, raises and lowers you. Touch yourself. Now stop. Look at me. What are you doing here? Don't think. Answer. Don't lie. Say the words you think I want to hear but mean them. There are no wrong words, only those to bring approval and those to bring pain. Hard smack, no warning. Pay attention. Refocus. Empty your head. I will take residence and you will realize that I was always there, and that I will always be there. Urgency has released you to me, and I inhabit your vacancy.
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Nothing really means anything anymore. there is no computer and my thoughts are just slippling out and my past has left me for good and the future is not there yet.If i only could trust you that You will be at the end i will listen as if Your words are hooks and strings that send chemical synapes into my brain. Your left is my left and Your right is my right. It will only be Your thoughts; and my mind, like Your warm loving skelton, is in my skin.
This is heavenly close! It is as if Your breathe gives me life and my lungs breathe freely with You. We become a dance of light and shadow.
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